Heyo all,
Ever had the nagging thought you forgot something? I have been feeling that way quite a bit lately. I assumed it was because I was actually forgetting some assignment or something. It turned out a bit less concrete than that.
See now that school is back in full swing, I been getting progressively busier. I say 'no' to a lot of things and still end up at seven and still awake at eleven 0'clock with unfinished school work. Something is out of place.
I know, that this might just be a busy time, but I can't help but think that I didn't plan properly. I missed some prep work I was supposed to do. I am not ahead, which (in nursing school) practically, means you are behind.
Maybe it is just that I have my first test this week and it is the second week of clinicals. I don't know. Still there is so much. And I got tired and while it is all interesting, I felt apathy coming upon me.
Then I had a moment tonight when it all seemed worth it.
Because I was listening to a song I first heard two years ago when I was just starting my pre-requisites at the college and suddenly I realized that I am living my dream. I am studying to be a nurse. I am on that step that I have been dreaming about forever ( or since I was a very little girl).
That was the piece that I was missing.
<3 Lissa
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